summer_partay

expression of my feelings

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 23:47:41 GMT

ok wow, i totaly got too into the myspace thing and forgot about lj's! its ok though, umm... so recently there has been alot going on... and when i say alot going on alot of drama... it just is really "annoying" when peopel say they hate the drama, yet they create it and it is always just there! i mean, they tell us what we do that annoys them, and what they dont like about us, but if we were to say something... we would get shunned! how are you supposed to be freinds with people who are hypocrytical?! i mean i love them but this shit just gets under my skin! haha i mean you say you want to know our feelings and you want us to express them to you but you guys dont you just keep it inside and then talk behind our back with everyone! you say we are acting like "elitest"...... well its not our fault you feel that way ... we may act "anti-social" but thats only becuase we feel excluded... but who cares about our feelings, right? its ok though, i HATE the drama! and i just want it over and i want people to tell me whey or what i do to "annoy" them ... especially the people that dont hang out with us anymore. if yo udont have a reason to be "annoyed" with me dont talk shit! thats lame! whatever! im over it! late!
p.s. this is AN EXPRESSION OF MY FEELINGS. dont flip a bitch on me! late!!!!!

"sometimes its not till after college and after you have a job that you know what your pasionet about... be optimistic"

my space is the new lj....

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 02:48:25 GMT

Ok so i was recently thinking about this, actually just as of now when hadley said:
Ohmanohman: read my lj and comment...nobody does anymore :-(
bchbabyk06: haha ok
bchbabyk06: its cuz MYSPACE is the new lj!
bchbabyk06: duh
Ohmanohman: i hate fucking myspace
Ohmanohman: OY VEY
Ohmanohman: LJ is so much better...instad of a popularity contest...its a place where people can let their feelings run wild

And i agree with her, but its just a trend, and now lj has just passed over. but it will probably come back! but yeah, haha luv ya! muah!

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 02:41:28 GMT

ok so this weekend was kinda interesting.... so firday night me and k-maul went to eat dinner, and then we went over to this guy mark stantons house, that was fun. actually it was really fun, escecially with brenna, we had fun. "YOU GUYS SHUT UP! WE ARE TRYING TO LISTEN!!!" hahaa!!! that night was fun, and interesting, but kinda annoying.... anyways. so my saturday night totaly tops everything! haha... ok so i had to go to this bar mitzvah party with my family, and i didnt know anyone! it was so boring at the begining, but then after a while, i started talking with this guy who was sitting at my table, and he is a sophmore in college, and so yeah we were talking and he got me drinks, and then it was like 30x better! haha so basically i got $#U@& at a bar mitzvah with my family... it just makes me laugh, and the guy has my number so we are gonna hang out now, that should be interesting... :/ . Anyways, thats all i did. but this coming weekend is gonna be so much fun, it hadleys birthday yeayeah!!!!! later guys.

x-tina

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 00:19:54 GMT

..gone but NEVER forgotten...
he will always be in all of our hearts no matter what,
everyone should remember him for the rest of their lives.
He lives on in all of us, and in each breath we take,
we remember him,
and never take anything for granted.
He will live on forever,
and is looking down upon us at this very moment.

R.I.P MDH

well, school has gotten less depressing. i guess thats a good thing, but its still sad....

you read about it but never thought that it would happen in your own community....

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 01:08:41 GMT

you never would think that stuff like this happens in your community, you only read about it and hear about it and watch it on tv, it never happens in real life. WHY? thats what i want to know, things happen for reasons but this shouldnt have happend, maybe it was a mistake, but you cant go back and change the past, you can only learn from it for the future. we will always remember you forever, there will always be a place in our hearts for you.

R.I.P Mike Hammond
1988-2004

Homecoming was really bad last night. first we went to mikes memorial, that was really sad, we cried alot. then after an hour everyone started leaving so we left, and then we went to homecoming, it was really boring, like no1 went, and the people that were there just ... it just wasnt the same... and then after that we went to hadleys, and hung out and then went home. uneventful, yet, eventful and devestating.....

Car Crash...

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 02:59:08 GMT

OMG, so today im driving to school and i come to a stop at a 4 way stop and i looked and i didnt see anyone, so i went and apparently there was this car that was at the other stop sign perpendicular to mine, and she claims that she was honking and what not, but its doubtful cuz i didnt hear her and my music wasnt loud, and we got in a crash. and it was really really scary! and i started crying cuz i didnt know what to do and then she called to cops and one came, and then like now, my car is un-drivable! and her stupid car is drivable! how f*cking lame!!!???!!! so yeah now im car-less untill my car is fixed which will probably be like 3 weeks. but its ok i dont think im really gonna drive after this... it was sooo scary, i litterally had a heart attack! and then i couldnt stop crying, and i had called my mom and she was in class, and she accidently left her phone on, THANK GOD SHE DID! and shes only mad about the part of having someone in the car because accidents happen, and im totaly thinking that it wasnt my fault, even though shes goning to try and blame it on me becuase im a teenager and a new driver and blah blah blah! but you know what?! i think it was totaly her fault, cuz if she was honking at me, then how come she didnt stop? oh right, maybe cuz she was going to fast and running the stop sign! HA GOT HER THERE! now what stop sign runing biatch?! yeah nothing thats what i thought... haha ok yeah... umm so i dunno it was just totaly scary and now im totaly shakin up, and OMGosh i just dont know what to do with myself! at least its not like cuz i totaly blew through the stop sign! cuz i totaly came to a complete stop! and looked, but whatever. i am just getting too worked up and i need to just stop. anyways, homecoming this weekend, yeayeah! oh and halloween! yeayeah! hhaha! later

~confused & shaken one

finaly...

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 01:54:06 GMT

finally! a date for homecoming! yay... wanna know who it is?! well i guess i could tell you, its HADLEY! hahaha yay!!!! we are gonna be.... mk & a!!! yay! lata!

p.s. thanks to hadley im kinda figuring out i dont need to waste my time with brandon... Ü

so much for being grounded

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 01:36:46 GMT

ok so this weekend, i was supposed to be grounded, except it was a 3 day weekend, and i dont think it owuld have been very fun to stay home and do NOTHING. so i lived it up! haha friday night, i hung out with dana and shana and brandon and those guys, except at like 11 they all ditched us and went to a strip club, and so we went home and wen tto sleep and then on saturday morning i took the PSAT, OMG that was soo frusterating to be at school at 7:45 am!!! so i took that fabulous test, and then i went home and slept, and then last night at like 11 i snuck out and got picked up by the girls,and we went to dan beverlys house with liek omar and brian and byron and nick. and we had some fun, except we had to make a stop at danas house to check in with her mom, and then we had to pick miss alissa up. HIGHLIGHTS FROM LAST NIGHT:
1. taking body shots
2."i just need to get domed up before i go home"
3. "im gonna make out with this chick by the end of the night"
4. "its my birthday can i have a birthday kiss?"
5. "well i know some guys that will be here in like .2 seconds to hook up with you" (@ kyles house)
6. "where are you"... 2 seconds later... "where are you"... 2 seconds later... "where are you?" (haha alissa)
hmm and then i almost didnt have a ride home but i convinced dan to take me home at 4:30 so i had to drive his car to my house and then adria drove it back to his house. and then i went home and went to sleep and then this morning my mom was like your room smells like stail smoke. and i was like hmm thats kinda weird cuz i dont smoke, which i really dont, its just that the guys were, and they were like blowing it onto me, so yeah... :/ OH WELL! what else... oh yeah so we dropped all the shit with the 2-1 group... thats good. anyways im out. later

p.s. dont you hate when you have someone and then they play hard to get (if thats what its even called?) and then you realize that you have to work harder for it? darn its soo lame! anyways, im done.
p.s.s. i really should have just tapped that ass ... oh well the night is already gone and in the past. :(

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 01:03:58 GMT

we need to find dates for homecoming!!!!! like , PRONTO! haha....:/

any suggestions?

Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man...

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 03:13:11 GMT

ok so lets se... tonight is thursday night and there is no school tomarrow and everyone is at knotts scary farm... wait why am i sitting right here? oh yeah i forgot im grounded! it sucks! so anyways, this week there was nothing exciting that happend. but ok so last night i babysat for these people, and they have a huge dog, (p.s. im scared of BIG dogs!) so anyways, the kids decided it would be hillarious to let the dog in even after i told them not to cuz i was scared of it, and so they let it in and it charges at me, and is barking and growling at me, and then it like jumps on me and it was trying to eat my DBQ for history, so litterally the dog would have eaten my hw. so then i get the spray bottle with water in it and i was spraying the dogs face with it and it was growling and barking even more, so then i got the baby gate thing and was like shuving it at the dog yelling DOG GET OUT! haha ... and then it didnt listen so i had to call the mom and she was like oh well put him in the crate, and i though OMGosh im gonna die! so i told the little kid to do and he did, and he almost got eaten by the dog too! OMGosh it was soo scary, anyways, so i finished my DBQ and i only got paid $20! blah.. whatever. hmm... oh yeah ok so lik lately i have just been really pissed off, so its no1's fault. well i ahve nothing else to talk about.. later!

p.s. girls- i think i like brandon.. is that bad? :/

now this is what you call drama.... bitches!

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 05:34:09 GMT

ok so friday, we went to the football game, and then brandon picked me and hadley up early, and he had a kick back at his house, and alissa and adria and amanda and dana and amber and k-maul met us there. oo and me and hadley wrote on brandons walls that was fun. haha and we all hung out untill i had to go home, so me hads and k-maul went home and then i left my house and picked up hads and we went back to brandons, and we hung out with everyone untill like 4 in the morning! it was soo fun! and then mr. brauniker's(sp) son and his friends came over and then we hung out with him too. that was fun. OMG but hads john was soo hott! haha it was hillarious when he freaked about the spider.

ok so then saturday, me and alissa are hanging out and decide that we want to look at this truck, that is really cool. so we call the guy and we go over to his house and we look at it. then we went to dinner and then we drove around. and then there were these guys that kept looking at us so i was like hey were are you going? and they i like i dunno where are you and we were like umm we dunno, so they follow us, and then we just drive aimlessly for a few min, then they come up next to us, and then we decide to follow them, and then we follow them, and they pull into the trailer park in hermosa and we turn into it and then we got the f*ck out of there! and then we totaly freaked out cuz like they kinda followed us, and yeah. OMG freaky. so then we are driving down this street, and we see this HUGE truck raised and everything and the license plate said small packages. haha ITS SOO TRUE, except with brandon, but thats a total different story. otherwise guys that are lacking, need the big car to make them feel good about themselves. hahaa dumb f*cks. anyways, and then we were turning a cornor and these guys, whom we know, spit on alissas car. and then someone told someone something and now its just all gonna suck for the next week, but im sure it will pass.

ok and then today, i went out with kt for a bit, and then hung out with kristin and alissa and then kidnaped adria and erin. anyways, its 10:30 and definatly time for bed cuz tomarrow is something fabulous called, SCHOOL. ok well later guys.

but all in all i have to say this weekend was pretty ok. right? but queen marry next weekend, thats gonna be alot of fun! yeayuh!

p.s. daymn girls we have 5 city's!

why are people liek this?

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 01:31:26 GMT

i thought that this deserved a whole entry...

ALISSA YOUR CAR IS SOO HOT AND ITS INVINSABLE!

no1 can hurt it. and BITCH WE HAVE YORU BACK...... (4-1)

ok... so yeah thats my tribute to alissa! haha

lifegaurds

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 23:35:51 GMT

Ok so lets see... theres really like nothing to write about except that school is pointless, i mean other than going and seeing your freinds, but all it is is sitting in class, getting letured and then coming home and having hw after hw and tests after tests!but enough of school.
Ok so yesterday me and erin went to swimming and there were like swim lessons before our practice, and this guy gets out that was in blue boardshorts and i was like holly shit erin look he has a HUGE boner! haha it was hillarious, but gross at the same time. that must mean that hes like gets off on little kids or something, nasty! and so then we were leaving swimming and he was on the diving board and i was like "umm havent you ever thought about how bouncing up and down might make you accidently fall in?" and he didnt answer and then i was like, "you may think your cool, but your really not" and he he turned his head kinda but didnt answer and me and erin jsut kept laughing cuz it was sooo funny! and then we were walking out and i was like "how embarassing would it be for a guy to have a huge boner while lifegaurding?" i said it quitely though, and then we ran out.
Oh yeah, so im really craving a hook up this weekend. haha... that sounds really lame, but like i just have this urge to hook up with someone, weird huh? well anyways im out... bye guys

p.s. this weekend should be fun.. hopefully?

uneventful saturday night

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 17:50:57 GMT

ok so lets see, last night alissa came over and she made me this really really good coffee. and we got ready for our uneventful saturday night. then we went to el som and k-maul met us there. it was exciting and really good food, then we picked up dana and erin and amber and we all went to dockwhiler for a very relaxing bonfire! except for the girls that were there, i really didnt like them. they were like trying to be punk rock or something and they really werent. and then i was going to sit in a chair and i was right infront of it and this girl just sits in and i was like umm get up i was here first andf she was like umm no i paid for these chiars they are mine and i was like whatever ...bitch... -lol- but i really didnt say the bitch part. and then the girl was like "im sorry i didnt mean to be a bitch, but htese are my chiars" and iw as like i dont care, get over yourself and then yeah, i left cuz it was 10 and thats when you have to leave the beach otherwise you get crazy curfew tickets! haha. then after that we went to this guys house who lives in R.B. i dont really know who he is, except that brandon invited me and my freinds over. and so on the way over there, there was a cop and he started out right next to me and then he went right behind me and then next to me again and then turned his lights on and then he kinda went behind me but like in the middle of two lanes and almost hit my car, like he was an inch away from my car! it was soo scary! i thought he was gonna pull me over, but he didnt, and then i turend early, and then finally we got to the guys house and hung out, and there were these creapy girl manikins in this guys house, it actually was a creapy house in general, haha but yeah so then i left and came home and went to sleep. it was very uneventful and relaxing.

p.s. oh yeah the fair was fun. haha

....hot band.....

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 00:43:55 GMT

ok, so i decided that this is worth writing about! so this started on thursday night, i was sitting at the computer at like 9 and i hear a band practicing/playing songs, and i was thinking wow these guys sound hot, and they are good. so i was like hmm i need to find out where these people are playing at so i do a "drive by"(haha) and i figure out its the middle house across the street from where im sitting, and they have had parties and stuff so im like OMG i NEED to become friends with these guys, even though i dont know what they look like and i dont know how old they are, but its ok cuz i like high rollin' it! haha. umm yeah so now its saturday and im sitting here at the computer and im hearing them again and its making me think how i relaly just like wnat to go over there and talk to them and be like so lets be friends, *wink* *wink*, haha. but yeah so thats why i decided to write in here on a saturday afternoon before the weekend was over with, and also cuz im really bored, and talking about how i had sex and im expaling it to my friend. so yeah, anyways, i need to go shower before alissa gets here cuz then we are going out tonight and gonna partay with the girls, so call my cell if you want to hang out, alright later guys!

p.s. i want you!
p.s.s. i kinda wnat a b/f ... :/

national make-out day...

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 00:06:12 GMT

umm ok so who knew that someone would pick a random day and make it NATIONAL MAKE-OUT DAY?! well i didnt... but the day i cant wait for is march 4th! yeayeah! haha joanna.. thats definatly our day! Ok, so today i went to the fred segal sale, psshh!! what a downer, i didnt get anything there it kind of was lame, and there was nothing good there. so i went to dolly rocker and got some jeans. haha, yeah anyways, tonight is the football game, yay! after it me and hads are gonna hang out with our "high-roller" friends. haha. umm yeah well call us if you wnat to hang out after. later. <3

p.s. this weekend is gonna be alot of fun!! so call me ;)

theres a first for everything...

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 22:21:36 GMT

hey guys! look its my first LJ entry! yay! thanks to caitlin, i got one. well school sucks, but everyone already knows that. yay im excited, tomarrow im going to fredsegal to get stuff because its their sale! and tomarrow night is a football game, yay! hmm me and hads are gonna have some fun after, well at least hads is! ;) oo and this weekend its also the hometown fair! so im sure ill see you guys there! later! oh yeah p.s. thanks to k-maul all of us are sick! that girl im telling you, gotta watch yourslef around her, especially with that redbull and vadka. (J/K) luv ya k-maul!